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Name: Jackie
Country: Germany
Metro: Stuttgart
Birthday: 5/30/1919
Gender: Female


Interests: big hobbies would be listening to music (its my life!). i listen to music 24/7 and it honestly is just about the only thing i can do that will make me feel somewhat better. there is always a song for every mood, thought, and feeling so why not listen to someone put a beat to it? i play the guitar as much as i can and i also sing a lot basically as much as i listen to music! I hang out with friends, and have fun pretty much. and im suckerhott emo guys who have lip rings or are just a hott emo guy! i luv people talking to me online so if some your a random person and bored give me a shout!
Expertise: i write poetry/ thoughts a lot! i guess im really not that bad and so far i have made two people cry! not really my intentions but hey what can ya do. so its not an expertise yet but maybe one day it will!i love music and hopefully one day that will be another of my expertise! guitar and singing baby woot woot!!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 6/23/2004

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

this goes to you and i hope you enjoy it!

is it nice to call people who you know whore bags? i dont know but i am so here ya go... YOU WHORE BAG! ugh so pissed right now. now i know in the whole scheme of things in a universal way this really isnt that big of a deal BUT in a small city way it is. i do SOOO much and all i ask for is a bloody phone call every now and then and to NOT be lied to. i mean really i have so much plan for something big but i really dont see a point if "said person" feels no need to call me i know people have their little "stints" of whateverness but really to be apart of the stint constantly really makes me question the importance of myself to "said person" im beginning to wonder what the future is going to be like if i go this they and they go that way. if we are this close right now and im a last min. person whats going to happen when we have more time between us... will i be the "call me if you are about to die" person? i guess no one really cares much... not even sure why im writing this but like always WHAT EV. bullshitters just need to leave me alone, i dont have the time or the need to be screwed around with and left behind! always and Forever Jacquelyn
Currently Listening
Today Is Tonight
By The Changes
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Thursday, February 08, 2007

this is a request for karma to PLEASE be on my side for once... it would be amazing and so easy to do! Always and Forever Jacquelyn
Currently Listening
The Face of Love
By Sanctus Real
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Sunday, January 21, 2007

WTF IM GONNA SCREAM IF NEW ENGLAND LOSES!

so i love how every time i try and go into a relationship with someone i always end up getting the shitty guy or the guy that everyone says no to! WTF! this is dumb as hell... some people can get anyone they want or get a good guy and just trash it for no reason. all i try to do is find someone who is actually good and who do i get? i get the guy who is bitchy more often than not, the guy that lies, or the guy that cheats! i mean really can someone explain to me why my niece can get like the best catch ever and i get all the jackasses! its not like we are much different or the person who gets really any guy she wants because shes "cutsey" wtf is that? is it really my fault that i dont act a like a little girl? sorry for having some maturity! UGH! i dont even think any even reads this or cares so what ever... thi is really more just for me! on to another stupid thing... my dad is like the biggest jackass sometimes! all he cares about is himself... and i know people are like "no no he doesnt hes so kewl he loves you" um do you live with him?! NO! i dont really think its anywhere close to being right to say to your daughter that you cant help her work comes first, work is more important. i mean really who says that?! even if you blow that off how am i supposed to blow off the fact that he STILL doesnt know what i dont everyday... even though swimming has been going on for over 3 months he still asks me if i was at work or not! and then i asked my dad to come to my swim meet and he starts going on about how he prolly wont because he has a root canal and what do i find out later?... he didnt even have it... so he had NO reason not to come. now he rescheduled it for this tuesday (or so he says) and wont come to my LAST SWIM MEET WHICH IS SENIOR NIGHT! because of a bloody tooth! i swear if it werent for my mom i would have no one to back me up in stuff like this. she works 60+ goes to school and still she was going to talk to her professor about coming to my meet so i wouldnt be all alone! gosh i love her to death... even if shes pissy sometimes at least shes not a jerk to me 99% of the time. i dont know i dont really care much anymore i mean really all i wanna do is get out of here... just leave... MY GOSH HOW I CANT WAIT FOR SPRING BREAK! Always and Forever Jacquelyn

Currently Listening
The Phoenix Throne
By Dead to Fall
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Monday, January 08, 2007

so i pretty much feel like alice in wonderland at the moment... everywhere i go things are completely different changing from one thing to another in an instant, dissapearing with no sign of where it went or when it will come back. crazy signs are popping up and and mixed signals are all i see but for some reason im okay with most of it... although i do have to say one thing that did happen i seriously just cant deal with it! i mean really i waited for sooo long tried sooo hard and what happens? i end up just having to wait even longer... this isnt right and this isnt fair at all! i have to make a new plan change my mind about everything i wanted to do and figure out what im going to do now... so heres hoping i can figure this one out before its too late! btw laura and brigy are the best people to be around when you have a drink in your hand lol! brigy with her great tattoos and laura with her crazy ping pong ball throwing skills lol. Always and Forever Jacquelyn
Currently Listening
The Crane Wife
By The Decemberists
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Monday, January 01, 2007

first off happy new year! this is now the count down to when i can leave this hell hole!

NOW... on to everything else...

so this weekend was pretty much a giant BUST for me canada didnt happy which REALLY sucked ass being sick is by far one of the dumbest things to be EVER! so to make it up my mom took me shopping (she always knows what works for me) so we are now heading home and im driving next to this car who just so happens to be occupied by two not too bad looking guys. they decide to speed up and me being competitive i speed up too NOT even thinking about the fact that they are two okay looking guys... so we end up doing the whole car chase thing and they are like waving and doing the most flirting a person can in a car WITH my mom right next to me... i found it to be very funny. so that slightly lifted my mood until the next morning still feel like shit but what ev. we rented some movies... scoop little miss sunshine and the break up and my mom hated all 3 but i loved them... little miss sunshine is a MUST SEE!  anywho feel asleep at like 10 def. couldnt stay up any later so i didnt see the ball drop... ya for those who did. so today is monday still feelin the shitty cold and i didnt go to swimming so coach was pissed! EVEN though i had my mom say i didnt go to canada i think she thought i was faking but what ever... im not sure if ill go tomorrow since i have to work, we will just see on that one. hope everyones weekend went better than mine! Always and Forever Jacquelyn

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Little Miss Sunshine
By Abigail Breslin, Greg Kinnear, Paul Dano, Alan Arkin, Toni Collette, Steve Carell, Bryan Cranston, Marc Turtletaub, Beth Grant, Jill Talley, Brenda Canela, Julio Oscar Mechoso, Chuck Loring, Justin Shilton, Gordon Thomson, Robert O'Connor (IV), Steven Christopher Parker, John Walcutt, Paula Newsome, Dean Norris
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